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And then you take a deep breath, shake all these thoughts away somehow, say bismillah and just go ahead and try anyway. Try try try and try
What if all this time all you were doing was building expectations about yourself that don't really exist?
WHAT IF ALL THIS TIME ALL YOU WERE DOING WAS DREAMING BUT WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT YOU AREN'T GOOD ENOUGH TO DO ANYTHING?! THEN YOU'LL FAIL.
And then you forget society & begin to reconsider yourself. Do you really have it in you to do what you desire? Are you REALLY good enough?
Would you rather live a simple life and enjoy life's simple pleasures? What defines 'simple'? Will this 'simplicity' ever be good enough?
And you realize that you can't balance life's cycle of expectations with your extremely high ambitions without sacrifice.
& then your mind starts spinning because you thought you had it all right in the palm of your hands, when in reality you only held on to air
Maybe I'm too ambitious.
Maybe I'm too hopeful.
Maybe I'm too determined.
Maybe I'm unsure.
I don't know.
Maybe I'm just lost...
You feel as if life is taking its toll on you, trying to inject you within society's box that you've been planning to avoid your entire life
You feel like an outcast. What is this backward society that you live in? You obviously don't belong there, but where do you truly belong?
& then you have a little taste of the bitter reality & think: Did I really make the right decision? What do I REALLY want to do in my life?
The tight corner of society. Of societys restrictions, expectations, &the limitation of what it offers &the scarce opportunities it provides
And everything is going great, wonderful, lovely, exactly how you planned or imagined it to be until you find yourself in a tight corner.
You grow up spending your whole life trying to be different, to stand out &find your passion so you can end up doing something that you love
I may look like I'm thinking really deeply most of the time but I'm really just thinking about what my next meal will be.
wow you guys are still here?
Oxford Dictionary should be working on finding a rhyme for poor orange instead of announcing that 'selfie' is the word of the year.
SOUP IS COOL BECAUSE YOU'RE DRINKING AND EATING AT THE SAME TIME