My cousin has a giant stack of unopened National Geographics dating all the way from 2007. Of course, it was my duty to rape them all. Hard.

as the train drifted by, through the beauty of southern california, i counted all the rooftops where blowjobs were given.

i once dated a ventriloquist. i don't think i need to tell you what happened in bed.

i swear there's a mini-midget living in my body with a hard-on the size of me

so, my brain can't process how i feel, my body can't process what i eat & i'm learning all my life lessons age-backwards.

Reason's last step is recognizing that an infinity of things surpass it. - Blaise Pascal, Pensées

i find truth so desirable that i can't keep a math/sci book open for long because all i blushingly see is nudity.

there was a live spider resting all morning in the center of my forehead apparently

someone's in the hospital vomiting blood. in other words: let. your. demons. the. fuck. out. - or at the very least, accept them.

if your mate is not teaching or encouraging you how to be more genuinely open and kind, then you're probably with the wrong person.

i think drugs are people, too.

i've never had the chance to use the word 'dysmorphic' but now i do. that family dinner was disjointed in feeling & tres dysmorphic. *warp*

- i should start dressing more, ew, like, ew, a girl, but i don't, ew, really need more attention than i already get, ew. (?whatmakesagirl?)

"you're the most brutal girl i know." "i need to practice my headbanging."

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if i die with contacts on, will they shrink & then shatter all over my eyeballs, or will they dry & mold on, like thinnest panes of glass?

what no one understands is that i truly loathe what i am supposedly good at ... #vomit http://t.co/qr6pdtY

one of the saddest things i have ever felt is a perfectly workable & content relationship that lacks passion. pleasant, safe & unbearable.

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hallucinations help me ponder on the other possibilities of things. good for philosophy.